Right now at this very second I’m thinking “what could I have done differently..?”
Truth of the matter is, you would have left regardless of what I had done.
But still, that doesn’t change my question, what changes is to whom it is now directed to.
What can I do differently for a future time and place so that I don’t once again feel this knot in my throat.
This chapter of my life, I absolutely refuse to make me bitter.
It will make me better..
You mark my words.
I saw you for the first time in five months today,
I didn’t know if I should cry
I didn’t know that I could feel so many emotions at once,
When I’m so used to feeling numb.
And when you came up to me
Mumbling your hello,
I didn’t realize how much I missed your voice.
And when you embraced me in your arms
I didn’t realize how much I missed you.
Pls don’t have this happen to me
It’s crazy to think how one day you could be feeling like you’re the center of someone’s world, and the next.. It’s like you were always just “an option”